We need to talk!

Oh-oh! That never means a good thing,does it? A few days ago,my manager came by my office and said that to me,walking me to a conference room. My stomach sank as I walked along. I knew what was coming,the scene had been terrible at work the past few weeks,but still when someone came to get ME,it hit me hard. It was like preparing to jump into a ice-cold pool,you mentally prepare yourself,but still, that moment water hits skin,that chill down the spine cannot be avoided!
I got back to my office,packed,and left. I came down to the car,sobbing,and called N,my buddy. Luckily,she was home,and asked me to go spend some time with her and collect myself before taking the next steps. The outplacement service folks were on campus,I met them for some insightful info. That day was spent in a state of shock!
Anyhow,I think writing down what I do each day is going to help me keep track of what I do with my time,lest weeks go by and I wonder how time flew away!
As they say,today is the first day in a new journey of my life!
:)
V